Still waiting

Well, I had hoped to be in Costa Rica by this point. In fact, I wanted to be there last year, but its not happening. It's taking much longer to get everything together. I don't really know why. My guess is because of burdensome beauracracy. I don't fit well into any of the programs with the missions board that is sending me, so its more difficult for me to go. I feel as though my life is on hold and it sucks. I'm tired of my job and I'm tired of waiting. I just hope that in the end I will be able to make sense of God's timing much better. But for now, I continue to moan and complain and wonder if and when all of the details will come together for me to head to Costa Rica. However, I have been reassured through other people that my spanish speaking is off to a good start and I should do well once I am there. But when will I get there? That's my only question.